There are so many things that I want/should/need to do but I’m so overwhelmed that I will probably end up doing nothing.

Fear is heavy, fear is hindering. This week I conquered one of my biggest fears. To sit in that fear alone, choosing to analyze it, fighting not to run away from it to be comfortable again was an experience I will remember forever. It’s funny how fear, whether seemingly rational or irrational, trickles into other aspects of our lives and controls things. As soon as I sang that song it was as if a burden was lifted. So many other things in my recent life seemed so much easier. I feel fearless. I feel as if my life began on that stage. it is safe to say that I am ready for the world.

black body song

knightmarre:

white body
white body
black body dead.

white body
white body
black blood shed.

black body give
black body take
black body
black body
runnin from the state.

black body still
black body beat
black body
black body
runnin from the heat.

white body
white body
black body song.

white body
white body
black life gone.

the visual that this creates in my head is haunting..

Mood: move to cabin in deep woods and listen to Bon Iver.

last of the lot

Playland date with the baby boy.

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I’ve spent the past year hardening.

My grandma is teaching me her ways.

I’ve got puppy fever like a mother. I’m just looking to love something, anything, and wanting to be loved back.

elise white